; imma miami bitch (:

i'd hope, you still read this blog. ever since you came into my life, i decided to make this blog as our blog. as we can actually, post here. but since you don't like to type so much. i's okay. all of the posts here are about you. it seems that, you didn't keep your promises. you'd say you would love to help me change. i'm in a relationship but did you ever asked me, is it fake/real. sigh. you'd assume, you didn't asked. it hurts deeply, don't you know that? it defines that you don't hold onto your promises. :\ i guess, you have a replacement of me. i never doubt my love for you. but you did. sigh! it's okay. you came into my life, uninvitedly and took away my heart. now, you left without a word and break my heart. it's okay. HOPE YOU'LL FINE SOMEONE BETTER. wherelse, i'll find someone like you. </3

; imma miami bitch (:

hi, i miss you. ): meet soon, pretty soon. sigh. i dreamt about you. yes, you. you see, when you've left, i'm all alone. or maybe i'm just a fucking loner. ); sigh. i don't know, what am i supposed to do. i miss texting you. i miss calling you. i miss laughing with you. i miss cracking jokes with you. i miss everything single bit of you. i wonder, did you? hmm. i doubt so, if you would too. :\ y'know, i've always wantedyou to stay forever. you'd never understand, how i felt for you. you'd never attempt to understand my feeling towards you. yes, you'd never did. it hurts when you say, you wouldn't want to love me more than a friend. cause all these while, i've put on, pretty high fat hopes. now, i feel what it feels when you yearn the false hopes back. ): look, i'm not asking you to force yourself to love me, neither to be my boyfriend or whatever fuck it is. no, i'm not asking for all that. all i'm asking for was just stay by myside and treat me different from how other jerks out there treated me. that's all, love. you once told me ; you wanted to take good care of me. now, where's all that? you left me, immediately when you have the feelings i'm contacting with some other guys. so what? contacting as friend, not more than that. and you left me, with a million thought in my head. sigh! i would want you back in my life. can i? )': i beg you, for real.

hi, you're badly missed. and i don't know why. EH, PLEASE LAH! MEET SOON.i'm sorry if i didn't updated recently. firstly, falling sick. secondly, too busy and too tired. i'm sorry. so, it's saturday today. i was at home, for the whole entire fucking day. but good thing, i was asleep for the whole afternoon. i woke up, maghrib. after that, my migraine starting to attack. puck you, migraine. -'- trying to be strong, i took a shower, but it doesn't seems to work, instead it makes my head spin to the worst. k, seriously. i kept turning and twisting my body from left to right and from right back to left. -.- tsktsktsk. guess what i kept thinking of you. i kept thinking how we first went out. (': aww, i miss that part. :b i simply miss you lah, asshole. k, bye. call me soon tao. muah. xoxo<3

hi baybay, i miss you. ): hais.

hi baby, i'm in school currently. having breaks, now. pleasepleaseplease reply my messages as soon as possible. thank you. guess what? I FUCKING MISS YOU. and btw, kau cakap dengan aku takmo post pat wall kau kan? k fine, aku takkan post ape ape lagi k. muah

; imma miami bitch (:

hi, i'm in school like again, doing nothing. i'd really hope, i could get to meet you today. but, i doubt today you could. due to some projects that you've got to do. nah, it's okay then. there's always a next time. i wonder why, i'm missing you like hell. ): please, don't leave me. please never say go. sigh. every single time, i hear the song 'All about him' sung by auburn. omg, it's just tearing me apart. heart pain y'know. cey, fake only. LOL. chill. meet me soon, alright monkey. hugs.



xoxo, lalaa.

hi, i miss you more than words can say. yes, it's true. i'm really looking forward on tomorrow's meet up. i hope, you really had the time to meet me. though it's just for awhile. sigh. currently in school doing nothing. know what? i really gave up on school. sigh. i just felt like i really want to quit. if only i won't dissapoint my parents on my decision, i would follow my heatr and just quit. ): hais. i need you by my side, baybay. text me soon, i'm waiting. <3

love, hazilah.

iloveyou.♥

bissmillah. hi, hafiz. hope you're reading this. (: i just miss you, monkey. whatever we splurk yesterday, sustained in my mind. i wonder why, but i have to tell you the truth. i wouldn't want to lie. no, i hate to lie. and i don't find any reasons why i should lie, by the way. tuesday, come fast please. and i hope, we could meet. (': look, dear. i'm into he both of you. and it's a big decisions i'm making. i just love the both of you. sigh. if you're really into me, fight for me then. <3 i'm honored to know you're actually thinking of me, just now in the afternoon. well, it's been a week since we last met. you're too sweet for me to keep, yet too pain for me to let go. i don't know, what should i do next. :'/ <3 i'm calling you like now, monkey. muah. <3